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watched 'The Neverending Story' here one night with Luke and I really liked that. I've put things up around uni to advertise for a housemate here and have been bombarded with phonecalls. The house will have a new member in the next month.
On Friday I spent some time with Anne and drank tea. It was nice because I hadn't seen her for a good week which is a fairly long time for us. Friday night I went to a party in Nedlands and I didn't know anyone there or like it- I left with Cindy. I drove her to the city and we went to the Hula to meet Tom. Ben was at the door and I enjoyed a chat with him. I felt quite spaced out and had a bit of a headache for some reason but I wasn't unhappy. While I was inside I felt really relaxed and actually enjoyed being sober and just watching everyone have a really good time.
Yesterday I went and had dim dum with Anne, Ben and Julie-Anne. Then we all went into the city to do some shopping and to meet Suzy. It was a great day, and although we had planned to possibly go to amplifier last night, I was far too tired to in the end.
Today I slept in very late, and worked a few hours in the book shop. Went to dad's, had a meal, played with Lara. She was the nurse and I was the doctor and we set about fixing her 'sick' pony toy with rainbow hair. Lord help me, if I had been in a worse mood I could not have dealt with it.
Latest boy is playing text message hockey with me and I just don't have the strength. As far as i'm concerned the whole thing is not meant to be an adversarial process. It's not about keeping the score. I hate it when people waste my time.
The words to Amy Mann's 'Wise up' have a lot of meaning for me at the moment.
'It's not going to stop. It's not going to stop till' you wise up.'
It's time to have a rest.
On Friday I spent some time with Anne and drank tea. It was nice because I hadn't seen her for a good week which is a fairly long time for us. Friday night I went to a party in Nedlands and I didn't know anyone there or like it- I left with Cindy. I drove her to the city and we went to the Hula to meet Tom. Ben was at the door and I enjoyed a chat with him. I felt quite spaced out and had a bit of a headache for some reason but I wasn't unhappy. While I was inside I felt really relaxed and actually enjoyed being sober and just watching everyone have a really good time.
Yesterday I went and had dim dum with Anne, Ben and Julie-Anne. Then we all went into the city to do some shopping and to meet Suzy. It was a great day, and although we had planned to possibly go to amplifier last night, I was far too tired to in the end.
Today I slept in very late, and worked a few hours in the book shop. Went to dad's, had a meal, played with Lara. She was the nurse and I was the doctor and we set about fixing her 'sick' pony toy with rainbow hair. Lord help me, if I had been in a worse mood I could not have dealt with it.
Latest boy is playing text message hockey with me and I just don't have the strength. As far as i'm concerned the whole thing is not meant to be an adversarial process. It's not about keeping the score. I hate it when people waste my time.
The words to Amy Mann's 'Wise up' have a lot of meaning for me at the moment.
'It's not going to stop. It's not going to stop till' you wise up.'
It's time to have a rest.