it's been a bit
yeah well i haven't updated for a few days. i've been pretty busy with all this evaluation stuff for homeschool. i get evaluated tomorrow then no more school except college.
so yeah, i got a job at Sears Portrait Studio. i'll ge tpaid $6.50 an hour which isn't too bad. i have to go get work clothes though, cuz their dress code is black or tan pants, no cargos but like khaki style, no open shoes, sneakers, or shoes with heels, and white or black shirts. not too bad of a dress code. i start work on monday and i only work for like 3 hours. then i'll start working 5 hours a day cuz the lady said it's easier for her to schedule people in 5 hour shifts and not have to schedule breaks for everyone. which is fine by me plus she said she doesn't make people clock out for getting food or a drink or going to the bathroom, so it's all good. the only time i might work more than 5 hours is if i take someone else's shift if they call in sick or whatever. so that's always fun.
Katy's dad and Nicole's mom need to order Creation tickets or like soon they might decide not to and won't go. if they seriously don't get tickets by May 10th, i'm ordering my own ticket so that i know i'm going. i'll go by myself if i have to. cuz it seems like they keep putting it off for no reason, iunno. like it's getting late to get a group together so they may as well just order them and then if anyone else wants to come they can be added on. but yeah.
i went to Nicole's chorus concert last night. she and Kevin looked funny at times, lol. Kevin was like getting all into it and stuff, haha. so that was amusing. but then like Katy and Mary were talking to people that they know (obviously) and the people would like look at me and be like "i don't know you" or "i don't know her" and they weren't real nice about it either. i kinda felt left out and stuff. but i always feel like an outcast so it doesn't really matter i guess. it just kinda made me sad cuz even though i'm ugly and fat and stupid doesn't mean that people have to let on that they think so. but whatever. that'll be the last time i go to something like that. it kinda upset me. but yeah no one cares how i feel so i'm just gonna stop.
so yeah, i got a job at Sears Portrait Studio. i'll ge tpaid $6.50 an hour which isn't too bad. i have to go get work clothes though, cuz their dress code is black or tan pants, no cargos but like khaki style, no open shoes, sneakers, or shoes with heels, and white or black shirts. not too bad of a dress code. i start work on monday and i only work for like 3 hours. then i'll start working 5 hours a day cuz the lady said it's easier for her to schedule people in 5 hour shifts and not have to schedule breaks for everyone. which is fine by me plus she said she doesn't make people clock out for getting food or a drink or going to the bathroom, so it's all good. the only time i might work more than 5 hours is if i take someone else's shift if they call in sick or whatever. so that's always fun.
Katy's dad and Nicole's mom need to order Creation tickets or like soon they might decide not to and won't go. if they seriously don't get tickets by May 10th, i'm ordering my own ticket so that i know i'm going. i'll go by myself if i have to. cuz it seems like they keep putting it off for no reason, iunno. like it's getting late to get a group together so they may as well just order them and then if anyone else wants to come they can be added on. but yeah.
i went to Nicole's chorus concert last night. she and Kevin looked funny at times, lol. Kevin was like getting all into it and stuff, haha. so that was amusing. but then like Katy and Mary were talking to people that they know (obviously) and the people would like look at me and be like "i don't know you" or "i don't know her" and they weren't real nice about it either. i kinda felt left out and stuff. but i always feel like an outcast so it doesn't really matter i guess. it just kinda made me sad cuz even though i'm ugly and fat and stupid doesn't mean that people have to let on that they think so. but whatever. that'll be the last time i go to something like that. it kinda upset me. but yeah no one cares how i feel so i'm just gonna stop.