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[seb_2113]

Hey,

Well, its been like forever since I updated this thing... lol... A last resort to boredom I suupose, the text looks really big to me for some reason... Very irrelevant bit of information... Anyways, I have came to a few conclusions:

A. People are just stupid! lol... Why they can't get along and be happy is beyond me, you are only what you let

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[seb_2113]

He isnt racist, not by color ne ways, by certain actions, he has learned due to some recent interactions with ppl that that has nothing to do with it... Just certain actions he characterizes in a racist fashion, but not by color... He just needed something to blame it on me, because in his eyes I was perfect and incapable of doing such things on my own, so he blamed all of my friends influence he thought you all had over me, but he has finally started to understand that u all didnt do ne thing... But ne ways, no things can never be the same, because I wont hear you talkiing bad about him to any one who will listen as you have... Its none of no ones business... And plus, your opinion of him is influenced by your alls past haterd, and I do not like everyonee automatically thinking of him as a negative or horrible person... Give him a chance to show them, let them form their oppinions, not yours... You know what a privaate person I am, I cant stand my businees being everyones... Public bashings would have to stop, if you had a problem with him you should talk to me personally about it, not the whole world, there is usually a reason he acts the way he does... Jeremy is more sensitve than ne one will understand (he'd shoot me for saying that) and it takes some one who understands him to see why he does and says things... And I dont consider the way he over reacts so bad to everything a good thing... We have so many fights because of that, but knowing his history and familia the way I do, I understand it, but sometimes I cant help but take it to heart... And I know u need some one who understands you the way I do to talk to you, but thats in your hands I told you that once and I meant it... Thats why it was so heard for me not leave a half pg anomyous comment on your entry the other night... lol... But, like I said it all depends on you, but things wont be the same, there are things (above and before mentioned) that would most definitely have to change...

Whitt, those two have done a number on you in more ways than you realize, and I know its hard not to care for them, you always will, its just life... Dont trust him too much, but u may be surprised about what he's really after... I think both still have feelings for you, the only problem is they are teenage males... lol...

SB*

[whitt07]

Hahaha...
Well i'm glad that we talked lastnight! and i'm glad things are better now...cause i was startin to wonder about how crazy i was gettin from keepin it all inside...lol not that i'm not already a little out there...haha...
but anyway...

And i know that they have effected the way i view myself and the way i feel about myself...and it's good that i do that..but like you said its life...so i mean oh well..
lol true true...boys will be boys!

love ya!
-Whit