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So Love has appeared in my life. I am nearly speechless when it comes to speaking of bill, for two reasons. one is that it is very new and fresh and I want to keep it that way. Second is that it truly is a mystery to me that I feel the way I do and he appears to also. I am just going to pay the most possible attention that I can and take it one day at a time. But here in my journal while I am all alone all I can say is THANK YOU. No matter where it goes or how polyamory goes I am so grateful to feel alive again with an open heart and open body and the magic of male and female manifeesting this way in my life again. I will see him today and already the anticipation thrills me. I do need to use some lubricant though, there was bleeding and soreness with the sex the first time, and not because I was not stimulated. In addition I need to drink more water.
I have signed on for Kerux with the 'ahem' "encouragement" of all my peers. I love my coven members, and not the least for pushing me to always do my best. This includes getting it together for Practicus. I am seriously considering giving up TV in order to fulfill my life. I want to live my life to the fullest and that means developing myself to the fullest potential in all areas. right now the burning interests besides lodge are Feri magic (Thorn Doyle), Polyamory (have my reading list) and lodge work. I also am open to the next volunteer opening. It appears that the Asatru and African path connections I made were temporary PCON connections only. This happened also last year so I just need to accept that the Universe will direct me to where I need to be and what I need to do with the Reiki when it is time. I certainly see that said Beloved Universe is taking very good care of me and Ido not have to try and "force" anything to happen. All will unfold in its own time if I take the baby steps and do the next best thing daily.
Work is good and I look forward to developing this job as time goes on. If I have to work, I have landed in a good spot. I also look forward to putting a 4% 401k into play in May.
I say thank you and blessings to all that is and all that lives and dedicate the merit now and forever.
I have signed on for Kerux with the 'ahem' "encouragement" of all my peers. I love my coven members, and not the least for pushing me to always do my best. This includes getting it together for Practicus. I am seriously considering giving up TV in order to fulfill my life. I want to live my life to the fullest and that means developing myself to the fullest potential in all areas. right now the burning interests besides lodge are Feri magic (Thorn Doyle), Polyamory (have my reading list) and lodge work. I also am open to the next volunteer opening. It appears that the Asatru and African path connections I made were temporary PCON connections only. This happened also last year so I just need to accept that the Universe will direct me to where I need to be and what I need to do with the Reiki when it is time. I certainly see that said Beloved Universe is taking very good care of me and Ido not have to try and "force" anything to happen. All will unfold in its own time if I take the baby steps and do the next best thing daily.
Work is good and I look forward to developing this job as time goes on. If I have to work, I have landed in a good spot. I also look forward to putting a 4% 401k into play in May.
I say thank you and blessings to all that is and all that lives and dedicate the merit now and forever.