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I cleaned my little house today & it makes me happy to look around & feel space instead of clutter. Tim is at his new job & this depresses me - of the past two weeks he's had to work on all of my days off. Last week I cried a lot about this after he promised to spend the day with me & ended up only spending 4 hours.
Still trying to figure out my family stuff - I wrote them a letter today stating, basically, that they have to get over it & accept Tim or they're never going to have a good relationship with me, & that I'm only gonna celebrate my birthday with them if Tim comes too. Anticipating pissy mom-ness but hoping not.
Can't go to Quo Vadis this year - even the 3 day option is too expensive. Tim & I might just visit for the day if the higher-ups give me the nod. I'd like for him to even get a taste of what my social upbringing consisted of. Dawn, V, visit me?
Had a hard week at work - Feet aching, shitty feeling. My days off didn't feel like days off. I hope these two do.
Thinking about going to the University of Oregon for art - Kerin at work says the art program is hard to get into. Trying to stave off thoughts like "if it's hard they won't accept me 'cause I'm not very good anyway."
So yeah. How's that for a real post? I have to confess, I get afraid of all you LJ people forgetting me. I haven't forgotten any of you.
Still trying to figure out my family stuff - I wrote them a letter today stating, basically, that they have to get over it & accept Tim or they're never going to have a good relationship with me, & that I'm only gonna celebrate my birthday with them if Tim comes too. Anticipating pissy mom-ness but hoping not.
Can't go to Quo Vadis this year - even the 3 day option is too expensive. Tim & I might just visit for the day if the higher-ups give me the nod. I'd like for him to even get a taste of what my social upbringing consisted of. Dawn, V, visit me?
Had a hard week at work - Feet aching, shitty feeling. My days off didn't feel like days off. I hope these two do.
Thinking about going to the University of Oregon for art - Kerin at work says the art program is hard to get into. Trying to stave off thoughts like "if it's hard they won't accept me 'cause I'm not very good anyway."
So yeah. How's that for a real post? I have to confess, I get afraid of all you LJ people forgetting me. I haven't forgotten any of you.