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Alright I'll write. I'm still at work, about to head over to the grandparents house for a trout bbq supper. I hope I'll have an appetite by then. It looks terrible outside right now. Low, black clouds, wind howling; the moments right before the storm unloads. I don't want dark and windy right now. I want sun, I want tan. I want more windows down with the Cure turned up too loud. What I really want is for Juliana to be here right now... Or at least be on her way over here... Or at least have everything in place and ready to come over here... Or at least working on it... Or at least talking about it... I'm fucking scared. I think I'm going to know things very soon, good or bad. God, please let it be good. For once.
I wish I didn't have to use my entire paycheck on car\insurance payments, sick parking ticket fines and eye correction. Saxon Shore is playing tonight at the Paradox, wish I could go. The bbq supper will be good though. I think I'm watching "Match Point" tonight with my grandma. I bought Juliana's mother that movie as my arrival gift, I wonder if she ever watched it. Work has been really busy and not enjoyable for me the last two days, I hope it calms back down for the rest of the week. I make my return to Silver Platters on Friday night and am actually looking forward to it. Good semi-noncorporate employment. I do miss it somewhat. I can't believe how bad I need to have intercourse. I can't even think straight. I want to have sex with my girlfriend. C'mon July, I need you. You've always been good to me in the past, please don't stop now.
I don't feel very good. I need a haircut and a shave. I just need her.
~ADS
I wish I didn't have to use my entire paycheck on car\insurance payments, sick parking ticket fines and eye correction. Saxon Shore is playing tonight at the Paradox, wish I could go. The bbq supper will be good though. I think I'm watching "Match Point" tonight with my grandma. I bought Juliana's mother that movie as my arrival gift, I wonder if she ever watched it. Work has been really busy and not enjoyable for me the last two days, I hope it calms back down for the rest of the week. I make my return to Silver Platters on Friday night and am actually looking forward to it. Good semi-noncorporate employment. I do miss it somewhat. I can't believe how bad I need to have intercourse. I can't even think straight. I want to have sex with my girlfriend. C'mon July, I need you. You've always been good to me in the past, please don't stop now.
I don't feel very good. I need a haircut and a shave. I just need her.
~ADS