Forgot to be positive.
Now, that I have cooled down and started to focus on work. There is a morale to the below story: NEVER READ YOUR EMAIL AT WORK. WAIT UNTIL YOU GET HOME, SO IF YOU WANT TO CRY ITS OK. Also on better news, my mother was hired as a coffee hostess at the toll road. Yeah, its a lame job, but she does have a job. I am just trying to keep juggling my different tasks.