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[seastars]

I am tired of being me. I don't want to keep doing this. I don't want this anymore. All I want to do is sleep. I want to sleep my life away.

Argh. I feel like shit.
I want a cigarette.
I want to stop thinking.
I want to shut my mind off.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.
I want to shut down.