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So won't you hold me closer until the execution's over?
It has finally started to snow. It looks so pretty just kind of drifting down past the windows in the library. I really wish I didn't have to be in school today. I would've immensley enjoyed sleeping in.
My feet hurt pretty bad for some reason. My shoes' soles are starting to get really thin, which means they're probably going to really start falling apart soon. My mother keeps bugging me that I need new shoes, but I really, really don't. My shoes are still in fine condition, just a little rough-around-the-edges.
I don't even know why the fuck I am writing about my shoes.
I had a rather strange dream last night too. I was all stretched out across the pavement, there were a lot of red, yellow, and blue lights all around me. I look down and I realize that I'm bleeding... a lot. From my right side, just below my bottom rib. I can't feel it, but its there, for sure. And then I realized that I'm smiling. I'm smiling through this whole bloody mess. Smiling as I'm dying all over the pavement. I've got this big fucking grin on my face. I thought it was amusing.
College applications make me panic...
It has finally started to snow. It looks so pretty just kind of drifting down past the windows in the library. I really wish I didn't have to be in school today. I would've immensley enjoyed sleeping in.
My feet hurt pretty bad for some reason. My shoes' soles are starting to get really thin, which means they're probably going to really start falling apart soon. My mother keeps bugging me that I need new shoes, but I really, really don't. My shoes are still in fine condition, just a little rough-around-the-edges.
I don't even know why the fuck I am writing about my shoes.
I had a rather strange dream last night too. I was all stretched out across the pavement, there were a lot of red, yellow, and blue lights all around me. I look down and I realize that I'm bleeding... a lot. From my right side, just below my bottom rib. I can't feel it, but its there, for sure. And then I realized that I'm smiling. I'm smiling through this whole bloody mess. Smiling as I'm dying all over the pavement. I've got this big fucking grin on my face. I thought it was amusing.
College applications make me panic...