Yea... again...

Dec 30, 2004 12:17

Please not this time again
You've left me for temporarily forever
Only to return in another lifetime that's disguised as today
As everyday repeats itself with the same used line
'I will always love you'
A phrase I never want the hear but listen longingly for any hint you should give
But you give no hint, not even spoken word
No matter how hard I try I still am bound
Is it chains, or rope that bind me to the memories
It is nothing but pureness and hope that see me to this evil
That hurt me everytime I'm me
You knew me
You still do
Yet I do not know me
You took every knowledge that I had of what I was
It's gone
With you
How is it that still I crave that tempting poison that shall surely kill me
Yet it is not the poison itself that I die from
It is the waiting the knowing that what I feel is real and what I crave I need to stay afloat
In the ocean of blood spilt by this saga I am sinking fast
Farther down than everything you know
Farther down than anything you can imagine even in your most carefully warning dreams
I am that
We are who is meant to conquer all suspicion and all pain
We are two who will live the dream that others had played ignorantly projecting this upon their walls
I am the one who will survive with the knowledge of how to overcome everything that you need
But I don't think you will see this
I hope that you see this
It is the only way that two can mold into what was planned from the begginnging
From that first day
Us.
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