decisions
dreams come true in the weirdest of ways. sometimes failing to give you what you thought you wanted but instead giving you everything you never knew you needed. its actually happening and i have no words to actually describe it. all i can say is that i never dreamed that it would turn out like this. i never pictured things falling so perfectly into place. i never imagined i could get everything i wanted without losing myself in the process. i never knew i could be so rational about something that causes such irrationality. i never thought it would happen to me in the way that it has.