Jan 04, 2006 18:59
I understand that this will be a slow and an easier said then done process, challenging my determination, patience and perserverence. But I have done it before and I can do it again! I am slowly seeing the signs of change. Now I just have to take the plunge. My machine like study habits are alittle rusty. By the end of this week, I will be focused on success. Although I did not get a lot of work done tonight, my time as a machine has just begun, so I will be making progress like whoa by this weekend. See, I have alittle headache right now which is keeping me from jumping into my studies. I'm not saying I am not studying, for I am. But its just not hard core. But its like when the water is cold and you touch it first to see what its like and then you jump right in. Thats what i am going to do. I don't ease my way in slowly. I touch and jump. Thats what its going to be. Touch and jump. The touching is taking place tonight. The jumping is taking place tomorrow. By tomorrow night I will be in mid air and then by the weekend nothing will hold me back. I will be fully submerged in my studies. Yup.