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new account, new layout, new story.
let me know what you think.. please. no feedback, no further updates. eek, i feel so self concious now, so i'll just shut up and post it.
this part's really short, so i won't use a cut. plus, i can't find the damn code.
It had been years since she last lit up, but she had decided this was well worth the black lungs. She had to collect her thoughts… and for as long as she could remember, this was the only way she was ever able to achieve that sort of Buddhist-like center. In all the years she’s known him, all of the trials and tribulations she’s been through with him, she’d never felt this way. She had to be losing her mind.
‘‘Oh god, oh god. I wish I were asexual. I can’t do this shit!’’ she screamed through the phone. ‘‘I think I need a sedative or something. He’s married for Christ’s sake!’’
‘‘I know Becks, but you have to calm down. Yes, Courtney will probably put a hit out on you or something, and Kurt might not like the news either, but you have to CALM DOWN,’’ reasoned the girl on the other line.
‘‘Fine, Amy, I’m calm.’’
‘‘Try to sort yourself out for now… in the mean time, tell no one else. This might just be a momentary lapse of sanity. For all you know, it could be part of a warped hangover. Just promise me you won’t tell him until you’re sure this is the real thing.’’
‘‘You’re right. Thank you. I promise.’’
And there it began.
haha i'm so cliche.
let me know what you think.. please. no feedback, no further updates. eek, i feel so self concious now, so i'll just shut up and post it.
this part's really short, so i won't use a cut. plus, i can't find the damn code.
It had been years since she last lit up, but she had decided this was well worth the black lungs. She had to collect her thoughts… and for as long as she could remember, this was the only way she was ever able to achieve that sort of Buddhist-like center. In all the years she’s known him, all of the trials and tribulations she’s been through with him, she’d never felt this way. She had to be losing her mind.
‘‘Oh god, oh god. I wish I were asexual. I can’t do this shit!’’ she screamed through the phone. ‘‘I think I need a sedative or something. He’s married for Christ’s sake!’’
‘‘I know Becks, but you have to calm down. Yes, Courtney will probably put a hit out on you or something, and Kurt might not like the news either, but you have to CALM DOWN,’’ reasoned the girl on the other line.
‘‘Fine, Amy, I’m calm.’’
‘‘Try to sort yourself out for now… in the mean time, tell no one else. This might just be a momentary lapse of sanity. For all you know, it could be part of a warped hangover. Just promise me you won’t tell him until you’re sure this is the real thing.’’
‘‘You’re right. Thank you. I promise.’’
And there it began.
haha i'm so cliche.