ah, barely living, barely getting by.
i don't like sleeping alone, but then again i haven't been sleeping much as of late anyhow.
i miss waking up next to someone i love.
i am going to chicago, in a day. i hope this takes my mind off the bad, and onto ... the future? the past? the good. also i really would like my momma to make me french toast and grits and for us to be a happywarmlove family.