Apr 10, 2004 02:24
dear a,
this is bullshit.
i'm waving my gloved little hand in front of your face saying goodbyegoodbye! and you're talking about shoes, dirty laundry basically.
it is just a repeat.
just like when you talked about someone else's glorious eyes, an ex love in the passenger seat in agreement- and i wanted to rip the steering wheel off and let the crash auto-pilot itself. on that point of 84 there are no barriers, only rumble strips. we'd hear the sound and you'd both panic but i would bat my boring eyelashes at you and stare at my incorrect dashboard clock and just wait- it would go so slowly.
so i broke,
"I HAVE BEEN GLOWING ALL NIGHT, GODDAMNIT. THERE ARE MOONBEAMS SPURTING FROM MY CHEEKBONES AND GARNETS LIGHTING MY LIPS AND I AM TIRED. I AM TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT. I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO FOLD MY HANDS IN MY LAP FOR YOU EVER AGAIN. I AM CELESTIAL AND NOTE-WORTHY. PLEASE TAKE NOTES ON THE WAY MY HAIR SWINGS WHEN I TURN MY DAMP FACE AWAY FROM YOU AND THE ROAD."
you tell me you're sorry and i tell you its just a complex. if you don't have a similarly advertised disorder by 2005, you'll be way out of style. money, medicine, receeding skeletons and all the pity you can eat at one sitting. in a word, PROGRESS.