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[seashells343]

i dont know if i believe in god
i want to
but he'd have to give me
a hell of a sign

everything that's gained
slowly fades
and i can't hold on
to anything anymore

i just want headphones
for my heart
so i can feel it
without other people's minds

and i hope someday i'll
look back on this poem
and think
"look how far i've come"

and i wont lose that feeling
ever