May 02, 2005 20:09
Today was ok I guess. Grandmama died. The funeral is wednesday. I really don't want to see her body, and I don't want to be in such a negative place, but with a stronger feeling I don't want to be disrespectful and I want to say goodbye to abuela even if it is too late. I feel like shit for not getting to see her before she died, and I feel so horrible and selfish. I want to talk to ian or zamaslie. I want to hear what they have to say. Don't ask why their opinions matter so much, I don't know why either.
Besides that, philipe is luis' brother, pineapple on pizza is good, my science teacher is the devil, my art teacher is the devil, i can't paint, i like the name anthony, i want to see pearl harbor the movie, and robert likes my arm (????)