Procrastination is key....
So here I am... procrastinating on my studying... I mean my cramming, for my exam tomorrow. I really f-ing hate the class. It's so pointless and I hate it, and did I mention that I hate it???? Well, I do.
Anywho, my weekend was pretty good. I got to see Josh, about 20+ girls came over to our house for a sex toy party (its dirty, I know, but we were like 12 year olds giggling- it was really funny), I got to go volunteer at Dance Marathon for about 8 hours and see a bunch of people that I miss from DM, ate some of Gruse's FABULOUS spaghetti, went to church and got a palm, and I just basically hung out. I didn't, however, get to see Josh for nearly as long as I wanted to. It seems like in the past 3 weeks we've only seen each other for like 10 hours (not including sleeping time) and it's just starting to suck. He went to leave on Saturday afternoon and I just started bawling- out of no where. I felt so bad, he had to go home to see his sister's play (which ended up she told him the wrong day) and I was sobbing. He didn't want to leave, and as he was pulling out of the driveway, I was still bawling. I hate leaving each other like that. It's not like this is a common thing, but I think that we are both starting to feel the stress of being apart- and it sucks. I took a nap, got to see some friends and felt a lil better. But later that night, we talked on the phone for two hours... most of which I spend crying. He kept saying he just wished he was there to hold me, I agreed. We also decided that we hate people that get to see each other whenever they want. It just isn't fair. I guess it just makes us appreciate the time that we do get to spend together. I can't wait til I can see him whenever I want to. It will be awesome.
Anyways, today I am in much better spirits. I think it's because of the sunshine- it was GORGEOUS OUTSIDE!!!! I want spring/summer to be here so bad. I can't freakin' wait. I also made myself get off my ars and go to the gym. I haven't went since Friday and did some definite emotional eating this weekend, which didn't make me feel much better! So, I just need to go and study, and get my exam over with and then I will be counting down the days until Friday when I get to go home, Josh is cooking me dinner, and spend some QT with him and my friends and family... YAY!
Anywho, my weekend was pretty good. I got to see Josh, about 20+ girls came over to our house for a sex toy party (its dirty, I know, but we were like 12 year olds giggling- it was really funny), I got to go volunteer at Dance Marathon for about 8 hours and see a bunch of people that I miss from DM, ate some of Gruse's FABULOUS spaghetti, went to church and got a palm, and I just basically hung out. I didn't, however, get to see Josh for nearly as long as I wanted to. It seems like in the past 3 weeks we've only seen each other for like 10 hours (not including sleeping time) and it's just starting to suck. He went to leave on Saturday afternoon and I just started bawling- out of no where. I felt so bad, he had to go home to see his sister's play (which ended up she told him the wrong day) and I was sobbing. He didn't want to leave, and as he was pulling out of the driveway, I was still bawling. I hate leaving each other like that. It's not like this is a common thing, but I think that we are both starting to feel the stress of being apart- and it sucks. I took a nap, got to see some friends and felt a lil better. But later that night, we talked on the phone for two hours... most of which I spend crying. He kept saying he just wished he was there to hold me, I agreed. We also decided that we hate people that get to see each other whenever they want. It just isn't fair. I guess it just makes us appreciate the time that we do get to spend together. I can't wait til I can see him whenever I want to. It will be awesome.
Anyways, today I am in much better spirits. I think it's because of the sunshine- it was GORGEOUS OUTSIDE!!!! I want spring/summer to be here so bad. I can't freakin' wait. I also made myself get off my ars and go to the gym. I haven't went since Friday and did some definite emotional eating this weekend, which didn't make me feel much better! So, I just need to go and study, and get my exam over with and then I will be counting down the days until Friday when I get to go home, Josh is cooking me dinner, and spend some QT with him and my friends and family... YAY!