Well you'd like to think that you were invincible
I was just watching VH1 and saw Tommy Lee's music video and it is absolutely hilarious. It looks and sounds like a Hilary Duff creation.
I need to start sleeping at normal hours.
I went over Meg's with Erin and Jenn to 'help' her pack. But we're fun and fabulous and pretty much just spent the night laughing and being stupid. I wouldn't have it any other way.
This whole packing business is very unsettling. I have to pack my life since I won't be able to come home to pick stuff up as often as everyone else. The dining room is full of boxes and I haven't even packed my clothes yet.
It's weird but I'm kind of excited to be so far away from everyone and everything. I mean I'm going to miss a lot of people but I still can't help but think that I'm meant to be far away. I'm going to try really hard to stay in touch with everyone but sometimes I worry about whether I'll actually be able to do that. And I know the girls worry about it too. I just have a terrible habit of running away from things and I really hope that I don't use Boston as my escape plan.
I was talking to my sister a couple weeks ago about leaving and she told me that the point of college is to start over and find new people and become a new person. And I honestly couldn't understand what she meant. I have had the same group of friends for as long as I can remember and the thought of pushing them out of my life like that is terrifying to me. But at the same time I'm scared that I might do that without meaning to. I do it now and I don't know why. I hope that they don't let me do that.
I love how I contradict myself on a regular basis.
Who knows? Maybe I'll leave and actually be a normal person.
Anyway, Jenn's dinner is tomorrow night...well technically tonight. I'm really excited. We're going to buy a giant card for Tommy the pizza man. It's going to be a good night. It always is.
I really want to see Grace. I really need to hear her words of Grace wisdom. It's just nice to hear her recite her idea that everything happens for a reason. It keeps me positive and reminds me not to regret. I regret a lot of things but Amy won't let me buy a time machine so for now I'll just stick with Grace's idea of destiny. Everyone needs a Grace Kim in their life.
I'm rambling. It's 4 AM.
I need to start sleeping at normal hours.
I went over Meg's with Erin and Jenn to 'help' her pack. But we're fun and fabulous and pretty much just spent the night laughing and being stupid. I wouldn't have it any other way.
This whole packing business is very unsettling. I have to pack my life since I won't be able to come home to pick stuff up as often as everyone else. The dining room is full of boxes and I haven't even packed my clothes yet.
It's weird but I'm kind of excited to be so far away from everyone and everything. I mean I'm going to miss a lot of people but I still can't help but think that I'm meant to be far away. I'm going to try really hard to stay in touch with everyone but sometimes I worry about whether I'll actually be able to do that. And I know the girls worry about it too. I just have a terrible habit of running away from things and I really hope that I don't use Boston as my escape plan.
I was talking to my sister a couple weeks ago about leaving and she told me that the point of college is to start over and find new people and become a new person. And I honestly couldn't understand what she meant. I have had the same group of friends for as long as I can remember and the thought of pushing them out of my life like that is terrifying to me. But at the same time I'm scared that I might do that without meaning to. I do it now and I don't know why. I hope that they don't let me do that.
I love how I contradict myself on a regular basis.
Who knows? Maybe I'll leave and actually be a normal person.
Anyway, Jenn's dinner is tomorrow night...well technically tonight. I'm really excited. We're going to buy a giant card for Tommy the pizza man. It's going to be a good night. It always is.
I really want to see Grace. I really need to hear her words of Grace wisdom. It's just nice to hear her recite her idea that everything happens for a reason. It keeps me positive and reminds me not to regret. I regret a lot of things but Amy won't let me buy a time machine so for now I'll just stick with Grace's idea of destiny. Everyone needs a Grace Kim in their life.
I'm rambling. It's 4 AM.