Smile like you mean it
I never write in here anymore. I have been avoiding it. My mind is so jumbled at this point that I don't think I am physically capable of forming cohernet sentences.
I hate my college essay. I think I might just start from scratch. I don't know why I find it so impossible to write about myself...maybe the fact that I don't know myself at all could be a significant factor.
So the college thing is exciting, extremely stressful but definitely exciting. I think this whole 3 day weekend thing was a bad idea. It gave me way too much time to think, which leads to me being stressed over absolutely nothing, which leads to these rambling entries that have no real value.
Driving illegally is the way to go. My birthday is in 9 days though! Celebration on Wednesday.
The SATs werent as painful as I expected. Once again I went in there with approximately 10 minutes of study time. We'll see what happens.
I start tutoring tomorrow. That should be interesting considering I don't speak Spanish.
I bought the Killers CD today. <3
This is entry is so Candace-like but its actually just what I needed. I miss Candace. :(
Yearbook used to be fun. Now I dread it. Why you ask? Mr.Cross. I hate that freckly little man so much and I feel bad about hating him because I know that he is trying and hes obsessive compulsive and has nervous breakdowns and curls up into the fetal position when talking about deadlines but his craziness is really unacceptable. And is ruining my life.
And Amy just brought up prom and dates and now I need to go cry.
Why am I a whiny brat?
The movie Saved! was excellent. Go watch it.
The end.
I hate my college essay. I think I might just start from scratch. I don't know why I find it so impossible to write about myself...maybe the fact that I don't know myself at all could be a significant factor.
So the college thing is exciting, extremely stressful but definitely exciting. I think this whole 3 day weekend thing was a bad idea. It gave me way too much time to think, which leads to me being stressed over absolutely nothing, which leads to these rambling entries that have no real value.
Driving illegally is the way to go. My birthday is in 9 days though! Celebration on Wednesday.
The SATs werent as painful as I expected. Once again I went in there with approximately 10 minutes of study time. We'll see what happens.
I start tutoring tomorrow. That should be interesting considering I don't speak Spanish.
I bought the Killers CD today. <3
This is entry is so Candace-like but its actually just what I needed. I miss Candace. :(
Yearbook used to be fun. Now I dread it. Why you ask? Mr.Cross. I hate that freckly little man so much and I feel bad about hating him because I know that he is trying and hes obsessive compulsive and has nervous breakdowns and curls up into the fetal position when talking about deadlines but his craziness is really unacceptable. And is ruining my life.
And Amy just brought up prom and dates and now I need to go cry.
Why am I a whiny brat?
The movie Saved! was excellent. Go watch it.
The end.