i hate to bring this up again...
but i just wanted to point out one thing. after this...i swear i'll never bring the bitch up again...because i had been dwelling on the situation and i'm not going to anymore...because i'm not mad about it anymore...because i dont need to be. i'm getting married to the girl i love and no one can take that away from me :)
but back to what this blog is about: this is angelah...the girl who said that i should be threatened of her...the girl that tried to convince me that she was better than me...and that if she wanted to...could take shannon away from me. she told me that she hopes i get beaten and raped...and that the only thing i'll ever be good at is taking my clothes off and griding on a pole.
now...i know i'm not the best person in the world. i'm by far not a saint. but i treat people well. i carry a good job. i have ambitions and hopes and dreams. i dont think i deserve to be talked to or about like that. and if i never did someone wrong, then i wouldnt expect for them to lash out at me such as that. this girl made me feel so low about myself and my looks...and after seeing her latest pictures after her plastic surgery...i dont feel low anymore...because at least i look like a natural woman...and not a woman that looks like a man trying to be a woman.
and better yet...i have shannon...and she loves me more than i couldve ever imagined.
and i have the best friends in the world. you're all so real, and always there for me. you were there for me when i was 5 years old, when i was trying to find my place in life, all through my high school ups and downs, through my relationship drama, and for all the best times too. and the next time a drag queen try's to tell me that she's better off...i'm not going to dwell...i'm just gonna laugh it off.
i love you always//shel
but back to what this blog is about: this is angelah...the girl who said that i should be threatened of her...the girl that tried to convince me that she was better than me...and that if she wanted to...could take shannon away from me. she told me that she hopes i get beaten and raped...and that the only thing i'll ever be good at is taking my clothes off and griding on a pole.
now...i know i'm not the best person in the world. i'm by far not a saint. but i treat people well. i carry a good job. i have ambitions and hopes and dreams. i dont think i deserve to be talked to or about like that. and if i never did someone wrong, then i wouldnt expect for them to lash out at me such as that. this girl made me feel so low about myself and my looks...and after seeing her latest pictures after her plastic surgery...i dont feel low anymore...because at least i look like a natural woman...and not a woman that looks like a man trying to be a woman.
and better yet...i have shannon...and she loves me more than i couldve ever imagined.
and i have the best friends in the world. you're all so real, and always there for me. you were there for me when i was 5 years old, when i was trying to find my place in life, all through my high school ups and downs, through my relationship drama, and for all the best times too. and the next time a drag queen try's to tell me that she's better off...i'm not going to dwell...i'm just gonna laugh it off.
i love you always//shel