Oct 19, 2009 14:48
I can't believe its been two years...
Still stuck at Bi-Mart (big surprise) and still don't know what I want to do with my life. Still PLANNING on going back to school, but not doing a whole lot about it. Anyway, that's all on hold again until the wedding at least.
Did I mention I was getting married?
Yep. Who could have guessed I finally proposed to the only girl I've even thought about for the last five years... Jesus. Five years...
Course, in looking back on all these old posts, seems she's been on my mind a bit longer than that even.
As with many people my age, I find myself in a period of spiritual and intellectual growth. Reflecting on bits of the last six years of my life on here is quite something. Here I find relics of a person I once was, and clues pointing toward who I was becoming. Its something that's had enough impact on me that I've felt encouraged to continue to post here every so often, even though this blog has become something far different from what it began as.
No one wanders these halls anymore. Most of my friends haven't posted anything here for four years or more. While I started posting here as part of a purely social undertaking, it now lies secluded in a forgotten corner of the world wide web. Is it time to dust it off and return it to the light of a new day? To new friends? To a new world? Or should it remain as it is; unseen and forgotten. A private log of my youth, growing as I grow.
I suppose if I really want to start a blog, I can do it elsewhere. Blogs have now reached pop culture status. In an age of Facebooking parents and of YouTube stars finding their way to Hollywood. If I do start publicly spreading my opinion somewhere else on the internet, I'll keep you posted, LiveJournal.