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what to say. im moving tomorrow and kate is helping. i dont like it much. i like her though. i wish i was already there so i could go to the supernauts with emily. i wish i was there so it would be over with. i was told i handle things well and that leads me to believe i may breakdown eventually and abruptly. my family is somewhat welcoming. i cant help being happy to hear that my grandma is excited to see me. i kind of feel like i will be thrown into this world of chaos with my mom and my sister. its hard to be so positive about stuff when there is no sure personality with them. they seem to feed off of each other. just a passing thought, i really cant wait to go to the grocery store! i get to stock up with new spices, flour, sugar, and oh the fresh produce! cant wait to get to cook again. emily and laura= sleepovers!!! theres a lot to look forward to but a lot to miss too. it was/is beautiful out today. i hit my head really hard, closed my eyes, gathered myself and then touched my teeth cause i thought they were bleeding. i hit it really hard going up a stairwell, stairwell ceilings arent always tall enough. rachel needs to trim my hair. i wonder if i will have a big bump. jordan called today and i wanted to cry. he sounded horrible. i made him laugh because their 4th wedding anniversary is the 25th and i said i would ship them some bbq. he just thought that was funny because it would probably be bad by the time it got there. i miss him and i want to be there for them. i apologize for a primarily sad entry. really hoping for a tape deck in the uhaul i have to drive. have a great few days.