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Nov 01, 2004 01:32

well well folks... i don't have much to say but i do know that drake=steamy... hehe... don't ask... its an inside joke! but its true! hehe... well that's enough math for one night... catch you all later!

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hmm.... ok I wrote that like 5 minutes ago, but hey, I decided to update. This has the potential to get lengthy but we'll see... Recently I have begun to question everything. I mean its normal for college students to do this right? But yeah... So I was being a loser on Friday night sitting at my computer, making a paper chain and chatting with a friend... The paper chain, each link a day until Christmas break... a very beautiful thing... I was talking to my friend and he for once really had some insightful things. He was consoling me about my concerns and just in general being a great friend. Someone that I miss from good ole NA dearly... Oh well... Life goes on eh? but back to why he had to console me. Just a quick question here... is your major supposed to make you cry? I have been constantly in tears this week. I've been really feeling insufficient and really bad at everything. Why am I going into music again? I'm not quite sure why. I mean its always been something I'm good at, but is that a good enough reason to really make it a career? The basis that I am good at it? I dont' know... but I need to decide soon... hmm...

Well... there are like 4 more days until my Phillip comes and sees me, and I AM SO PUMPED!! I love this boy so much, that it kills me! hehe... well I think I shall just leave it at that.

Dance... hmm... well, I'm really quiet concerned about the UE-USI game on Saturday. Will we be ready? I don't know. We have 3 practices left to finish learning a routine, to cut music, to clean a routine and to finish getting formations. What to do... hmm... but yeah. Go Purple Aces! Lets hear it for sold out games!! hehe!!

I sat here in my room last night while watching everyone get all in a flurry over the Halloween parties on campus. I just had to sit back and laugh at it all watching everyone get dressed up trying to impress people, trying to look good for people. I was just in an anti-social mood I guess but yeah... hmm... I had no desire to go over to Fiji last night. Oh man, as of an hour ago Sig Ep is no longer on probation, so I assume parties will pick back up soon. Yay for lonely nights on campus! hehe... but I must admit that I found a pretty good movie buddy last night. I watched The Bachelor and Love Actually and Danielle came in and watched Love Actually with me. That was a bunch of fun. We have discovered a new hottest guy in the world, and we have decided that there were lobsters present at the birth of Jesus! hehe... long story...

hmm... what else? Good news! my roommate has officially let me know that she is moving out at the end of the semester!! Lets hear it for a whole semester by myself! I will be in heaven!

Hmm... today wasn't bad. I slept in forever late! Oh my gosh! Totally didn't make it to church this morning! EEP! I'm sorry Lord!! Well I woke up and threw on some clothes and rushed over to Black Beauty Field. It was the last men's soccer game. It was a blast workin concessions with Emily and June. After that was over, I hung out in good ole Moore with Shorty, Tristain, Faith, Danielle, and Eliza. That was fun stuff there! Then I headed over to Olmstead for a shift on WUEV The Light! I love working the radio station! It is a blast. I wonder how many people are actually out there listening to me. I guess I'll never know! haha... Then I ran over to the library to write a 1000 word paper over Chrisitanity and Islamic beliefs of heaven and hell. Our group is just simply amazing! Tim, Andy, and Hilary! You rock my world! Man, I just absolutely love every minute of working on projects with these people. The time flys and we have a blast getting stuff done. We were in the library from 7:15 to about 10ish, then we moved our behinds down to the Underground so I could grab some grub from Ace's. We were there until 11:30. Almost 4 hours on a paper, and not once did I get burned out! hehe!! But yeah... anyway...

so now here I sit... I still feel that deep down there are some profound words inside of me about life, but I guess I'll just have to wait and let them come out naturally!!

so, now I have to finish a works cited page and then its off to bed!!

gnight all!!

Amanda
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