worried
my mom has been to the doctors three times in the past two weeks for uterine grows that are apparently growing extremely fast.. im hoping she got pregnant from a toilet seat...
im spending the next month helping to remodel the old vine into betty's new bar tip top.. where i'll be bartending.. exciting i know.. i'll be bartending at surly and bettys as well here and there to get use to the computer system
i guess its time to go get my license now that my mom may be needing me more in the near future.. anyone wanna take me to the bmv? and yes kids in ohio it is a bmv not a dmv.. i don't know why but it bothers me when people say dmv.. i know its the same thing but bureau and department are two totally different things.. oh and i need to go car shopping cause i jut sold mine thinking i was going to be moving in the next year..
and yes our house phone was in kats name and is now off.. even tho i paid for two more months of service.. so i have a new cell..
*edit*
(figure i'd try to get it all out at once)
does anyone remember cky2k? or am i the only one? i just watched jackass and im just amazed more of these guys aren't dead yet..
this summer i will hopefully have a second job as a bike messenger thats in large part to my wonderful mother who just bought me a diamond back for christmas... actually christmas rocked all around.. it was the first year since coming out that i was completely excepted b7y my family.. it was a lot of fun.. and i had missed them..
the shitty part is i getting close to them all again as they are starting to fall apart on me.. sometimes i really wish i had waited to come out until after ou.. the only thing that came out of it was heartache.. good things came from the heartache tho, my family has a better understanding of me as an individual as scary and dangerous as that may be, learned a lot of life lessons, found my voice for my art.. which ive been pumping things out for months now.. stay tuned for a show date, last but not least i loved someone and he loved me back and it was beautiful.. very painful but beautiful.. and i could never give up what we had even if i let it destroy me.. id like to think im past that now.
ok i'll make this quick..
ccad and osu portfolio reviews are in march.. anyone with a very kick ass scanner please help.. i'd like not to have to spend a shit load of money making these into slides and new prints if i can just do it myself..but i'm gonna finish.. then im thinking sociology before studying film.. i still have no idea what im going to do but i figure if i study enough something will find me
i have a dog name jackie o
she's a beautiful black lab.. i wanted to name her maggie *cue rod stewart*, but my roommate had the final call because kat couldn't know she was mine.. i found her after she'd been hit by a car.. im not sure if she is pure bred.. actually hoping not because bred labs have serious problems in old age with there joints...... oh and kats scary cat was put down after months and months (actually almost a year) they finally found the tumor in its stomach, too late to operate tho.. poor cosmo.. i treated that thing like the plague.. but for good reason.. it looked like he had already started to decay.. like if you were to pet him your hand would just go right through him like a decaying corpse.. i know its gross but just ask anyone who saw it... SCARY
*edit edit*
im doing to vegas the week of the 20th, my ex heffe is turning old and so a bunch of us are going out to meet up with him in sanoma and then heading to vegas.. its gonna be crazy apparently his uncle (who owns a very large commercial rel-estate business its renting a huge sweet for a few of us and i think my head might explode.. pmtc vs vegas.. this could get ugly....
im spending the next month helping to remodel the old vine into betty's new bar tip top.. where i'll be bartending.. exciting i know.. i'll be bartending at surly and bettys as well here and there to get use to the computer system
i guess its time to go get my license now that my mom may be needing me more in the near future.. anyone wanna take me to the bmv? and yes kids in ohio it is a bmv not a dmv.. i don't know why but it bothers me when people say dmv.. i know its the same thing but bureau and department are two totally different things.. oh and i need to go car shopping cause i jut sold mine thinking i was going to be moving in the next year..
and yes our house phone was in kats name and is now off.. even tho i paid for two more months of service.. so i have a new cell..
*edit*
(figure i'd try to get it all out at once)
does anyone remember cky2k? or am i the only one? i just watched jackass and im just amazed more of these guys aren't dead yet..
this summer i will hopefully have a second job as a bike messenger thats in large part to my wonderful mother who just bought me a diamond back for christmas... actually christmas rocked all around.. it was the first year since coming out that i was completely excepted b7y my family.. it was a lot of fun.. and i had missed them..
the shitty part is i getting close to them all again as they are starting to fall apart on me.. sometimes i really wish i had waited to come out until after ou.. the only thing that came out of it was heartache.. good things came from the heartache tho, my family has a better understanding of me as an individual as scary and dangerous as that may be, learned a lot of life lessons, found my voice for my art.. which ive been pumping things out for months now.. stay tuned for a show date, last but not least i loved someone and he loved me back and it was beautiful.. very painful but beautiful.. and i could never give up what we had even if i let it destroy me.. id like to think im past that now.
ok i'll make this quick..
ccad and osu portfolio reviews are in march.. anyone with a very kick ass scanner please help.. i'd like not to have to spend a shit load of money making these into slides and new prints if i can just do it myself..but i'm gonna finish.. then im thinking sociology before studying film.. i still have no idea what im going to do but i figure if i study enough something will find me
i have a dog name jackie o
she's a beautiful black lab.. i wanted to name her maggie *cue rod stewart*, but my roommate had the final call because kat couldn't know she was mine.. i found her after she'd been hit by a car.. im not sure if she is pure bred.. actually hoping not because bred labs have serious problems in old age with there joints...... oh and kats scary cat was put down after months and months (actually almost a year) they finally found the tumor in its stomach, too late to operate tho.. poor cosmo.. i treated that thing like the plague.. but for good reason.. it looked like he had already started to decay.. like if you were to pet him your hand would just go right through him like a decaying corpse.. i know its gross but just ask anyone who saw it... SCARY
*edit edit*
im doing to vegas the week of the 20th, my ex heffe is turning old and so a bunch of us are going out to meet up with him in sanoma and then heading to vegas.. its gonna be crazy apparently his uncle (who owns a very large commercial rel-estate business its renting a huge sweet for a few of us and i think my head might explode.. pmtc vs vegas.. this could get ugly....