Dec 18, 2003 17:37
i dont even know what to say or how to start...why arent thigns any better?i wish people would just let me talk..but noone will listen...and noone understand even when i do try to tell them cuz i cant explain it...i cant explain how bad i feel...im about 95%sure im gunna quit cheer this season and just not come back..im just so unhappy when i do it..and i cant handle it right now...i love cheering...i just cant deal with the drama...plus on top of that what i hear about people tlkaing baout me...taking care of my mom whos is crying every tiem i wlak through the door,my sister,my grades..itas just too much for one eprosn to handle..it snot humanly possible...plus random people syaing they dont think they can be friends anymore...what is going on