Dec 07, 2003 18:58
i feel really left out..
y must u always rub things in my face and make me feel so bad?
..i havent tlaked to josh in like a month..havent had a real convo with jac in like 5 motnhs..
havent hung out with joey in a long time..and i could go on forever..i miss u
u know i finally have it all figured out..u used me..u fuckign used me u stupid bitch..im sick of ur lies and all of ur backstabbing..i just wish so much that i ahd the courage to confront u and just tell u that i fucking dont want u in my life anymore..id rather ahve an enemy talk about em then a suppsoed friend..i should ahve known from the beginning..that year in middle school...if u only knew..if i wouldve known our lives would have been so different..i wasted that whole year trusting u..thinking that u fucking cared about me...but u really didnt and still dont..im just here for u to talk about.
i see past that face that everyone sees...i see the real u..if u only knew
its just amkes me so mad..but i know that u tlak about me...i know everyone word u ahve said about me...just dont ever forget that UR FRIENDS ARE ALSO MY FRIENDS TOO
well i hope that everyone ahd a great time this weekend..it sound sliek fun and i really wish i could ahve gone:(see u all tomorrow love u