you and i and everything behind us

Aug 02, 2010 23:56

I need to become one with this art. With this space that is held when one has become the music that flows all around and inside of them. In and out of depths that we cannot fathom. Into the future and into the past and into infinity... Where movements are guided without thought or care by the vibrations of the love that is all around when one has become the flow and the movement and the tones and each other. Music does this for me.I need to stay up late and listen to these tunes and feel my heart beat along with them. I have never before, until now, had such a passion for participating in the creation of music with those that I love. Another way of getting intimate that keeps us connected and in tune. A way of creating something real that comes from us, flows through us, and reaches out to any that care to hear and feel. I'm working on shedding the part of me that is afraid of not playing the right thing at the right time. It will fall away. This is the season. I see examples of life taking this leap all around me.Thank you for your courage. I am picking up on your energy.

And thank you for your honesty. For waking me up. Life is loose. If I hold on too tight I cannot breathe in all that I need. If my vision tunneled, I cannot see the moon and the sun sharing the sky.. blending night and day into a perfect moment of co-existence. If i cannot hear, I cannot feel. And if I cannot feel, I have no contact with my heart... The force that keeps the sun shining and the life giving trees a growin. The force that shows me what is real, worthy and lasting.

I feel life moving. And I do not want to decide if it is fast or slow for fear of wanting the other. I accept it's pace. Heavy things happen to shed light and make change. We are always evolving. I feel good going with the flow and being reasonable. Not giving in, and not dismissing another's truth. Trust can be heartbreaking. Ah, it's true for me. Trust can be heartbreaking.But, it feels worth it. I'll wonder about your words and your intentions for awhile and I'll feel what I can and do my best. What will come will come. I will try to work with you. Because we are love. You are my sunshine. I let myself forget but i now feel it in every piece of my being. Flittering butterflies occupy the space between my chest down to my toes, all wanting to dance the dance of everlasting love and friendship over your skin. I choose respect, appreciation, and communication. I hope it works.

Thank you Kyle Thornhill for your inspiring music. I hope you're still sending and sharing these waves.

It feels good to be back.
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