Jan 23, 2005 16:55
i haven't thought about anything in a long time. Lately i feel pointless and that is leading me to spend my days and nights in the company of myself... besides the fact that school and work have taken over my life. I feel like i shouldnt do anything because i have no one to share anything with. if i see a pretty sunset, or sunrise even, i don't want to be the only one seeing it. i want to see it, and look over to a smiling face and continue singing along to our favorite songs. if i'm by myself i feel like i will just forget it soon enough and it will be like it never even happened. and that doesn't even make it pretty in the first place.
i spent the night in the company of my girls and we huddled together to stay warm. she was falling for him and we were following along. we watched shitty bands (minus one) and smiled. i rested my head on her shoulder and everything was moving so slow. never before had i seen so many of the same person. individual? not even close. i don't know what people are thinking these days but i hope it comes to an end soon. it should be a trend like they have come to love so much.
coffee and my heating blanket have never sounded so good.