I'm sorry that I haven't commented earlier, but I've been worrying about you for quite some time now. You seem so sad and down, whereas I remember you as someone who literally BEAMED with excitement and joy and made everyone smile just by being around. I'm SURE things will get better, no matter what. You're an intelligent woman with plenty of talent. If you're worried about your body, don't be: you can do a complete 180 if you put your mind to it. I did the same a couple of years ago, and now my body is already younger than my actual age. It isn't easy and it isn't always fun, but it's worth it in the end. You'll feel better and you'll be able to do so much more. If you're worried about your progress with playing the guitar -- I'm sure you're doing just fine. It wouldn't be so highly esteemed a gift if it was easy to achieve. Don't pressure yourself too much and just enjoy the process. If it isn't something you're meaning to do as your profession, it should be FUN, you hear? Don't beat yourself up about it.
I look up to you like crazy, just so you know. I do know what you mean about pining after one's lost youth, I feel like that all the time. I've also begun to pine after OTHER people's youth, but that's besides the point. What I'm saying is that all of us miss our youth insanely sometimes and probably cry our eyes out in the process. You're not alone in that, and you can reminisce with me :)
You're already making me cry my eyes out. lol I have been down for the past while. I don't know when it started but a few months ago I compared a bit of writing I did shortly after I graduated to more recent bits and the difference is clear. But it means a lot to know I have friends. :)
I look up to you like crazy, just so you know. I do know what you mean about pining after one's lost youth, I feel like that all the time. I've also begun to pine after OTHER people's youth, but that's besides the point. What I'm saying is that all of us miss our youth insanely sometimes and probably cry our eyes out in the process. You're not alone in that, and you can reminisce with me :)
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