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I always hate the exact moment when I realize my dreams have been burst.
We have no money.
I still need $6,000 for tuition for a school that I don't even know if I've been accepted to.
Statistic:
The average american wedding costs $22,000.
.......We could both have new cars for that much.
I managed to budget the wedding down to $2,500.
But most places that need reservations want half now.
Damnit.
We only have $45 to our name.
And I can't get a job.
Or gas.
Or food.
It frustrated me because he doesn't keep track of his finances, and in two weeks the $500 we had swiftly dwindled down.
He's annoyed with me because I don't help him clean.
It's like we're married already.
But, we talk everything through and I love him more than ever.
The few places that are actually hiring love my available hours, but look down on me because I'm taking the semester off. As soon as I say that, they get snobbish and sniff a little. I hate college towns. The rent is paid up till june, but unless I get a full time job soon we won't be able to have electricity or eat.
I understand now why my parents warned me against this, because they both went through the same thing.
We have no money.
I still need $6,000 for tuition for a school that I don't even know if I've been accepted to.
Statistic:
The average american wedding costs $22,000.
.......We could both have new cars for that much.
I managed to budget the wedding down to $2,500.
But most places that need reservations want half now.
Damnit.
We only have $45 to our name.
And I can't get a job.
Or gas.
Or food.
It frustrated me because he doesn't keep track of his finances, and in two weeks the $500 we had swiftly dwindled down.
He's annoyed with me because I don't help him clean.
It's like we're married already.
But, we talk everything through and I love him more than ever.
The few places that are actually hiring love my available hours, but look down on me because I'm taking the semester off. As soon as I say that, they get snobbish and sniff a little. I hate college towns. The rent is paid up till june, but unless I get a full time job soon we won't be able to have electricity or eat.
I understand now why my parents warned me against this, because they both went through the same thing.