The sad truth of Reality
It's been a long time since I last wrote a journal, but thanks to my friend Geru I have finally been inspired to write a journal hehe.
What's my life here in the US? It's more on the independent type. At the age of 18 I have finally learned how life works in reality,the stress, the happiness, the hardwork, striving to survive. Not only do I have to study for my 5 subjects in school, but also I have to work in order for me to live. Why? Story is I have a friend, one of my closest pals here in the US Eric Miller. I introduced him to my mom just so that my mom would see my friends here. He told stories about his life here in the US. BOOM! My life changed after that, my mom wants me to live independently so she wants me to work for myself, feed myself, pay the rent, pay the bills, in short Live like an american teenager. So much for that hehe.... What all teenagers hope for is to become independent, but then I have experienced it all. So badly, I felt like everything is weighing down on me. My mom left me alone here in the US, I feel hopeless, but of course thanks to my friends here they are here to guide me of course and a lot of them are really kind I so thank God for giving me so much even though I'm tired with this kind of life. Thanks a lot eric hehe.. JOKE! =)
Seems harsh, but what can I say.... That's why I'm so thrift or should I say I'm too Frugal. Imagine, I spent my day with one of my friends.. His name is Abraham or King Cada. He lives down south in Daly City near San Fransisco. To be exact Daly City is approximately 1 hour and 30 minutes down south of Sacramento; it's not that far, but when you're the one driving I'm preety sure your legs will hurt hehe. Unlike Sacramento, Daly city is far more crowded... Immigrants all over the world come and go to this place. It's not bad, but more congested... That's for me though no offense... But I like the city.. king took me downtown to window shop.... we didn't buy anything but I wish I could... We went on and on just enjoying the day! I love it so much hehe.... But then it's time for lunch... We ate at cheesecake factory... I love the place.. but then I saw the price.. it ranges from $6 for deserts to $14 for the pasta wow... overwhelming hehe... King was laughing since I was calculating the prices... But then it was sort of my fault since king insisted on sharing for one dish..... but I was so dumb not to believe him.... Hard headed me hehe... but in short Look at what is stated above... (I was calculating).... wow... I couldn't believe myself.. Sean? Calculating how much he spends?
I changed a lot since I came here in the US... That's my story hehe... but I changed in a positive way, unlike the others who changed in a negative way... (Not mentioning names). Hopefully i'll make it through all this, My mom did that so I'm no longer dependent on them, in a good way, but I think I'll ask for cash hehe because I'm so desperate I don't earn enough money to pay my bills.... Anyway so much for my story hehe...
I would like to thank Geru for being one of my supporters hehe... Thanks Geru!!!! Miss you so badly... Anyway More journal entries soon to come hehe!!
~Sean
What's my life here in the US? It's more on the independent type. At the age of 18 I have finally learned how life works in reality,the stress, the happiness, the hardwork, striving to survive. Not only do I have to study for my 5 subjects in school, but also I have to work in order for me to live. Why? Story is I have a friend, one of my closest pals here in the US Eric Miller. I introduced him to my mom just so that my mom would see my friends here. He told stories about his life here in the US. BOOM! My life changed after that, my mom wants me to live independently so she wants me to work for myself, feed myself, pay the rent, pay the bills, in short Live like an american teenager. So much for that hehe.... What all teenagers hope for is to become independent, but then I have experienced it all. So badly, I felt like everything is weighing down on me. My mom left me alone here in the US, I feel hopeless, but of course thanks to my friends here they are here to guide me of course and a lot of them are really kind I so thank God for giving me so much even though I'm tired with this kind of life. Thanks a lot eric hehe.. JOKE! =)
Seems harsh, but what can I say.... That's why I'm so thrift or should I say I'm too Frugal. Imagine, I spent my day with one of my friends.. His name is Abraham or King Cada. He lives down south in Daly City near San Fransisco. To be exact Daly City is approximately 1 hour and 30 minutes down south of Sacramento; it's not that far, but when you're the one driving I'm preety sure your legs will hurt hehe. Unlike Sacramento, Daly city is far more crowded... Immigrants all over the world come and go to this place. It's not bad, but more congested... That's for me though no offense... But I like the city.. king took me downtown to window shop.... we didn't buy anything but I wish I could... We went on and on just enjoying the day! I love it so much hehe.... But then it's time for lunch... We ate at cheesecake factory... I love the place.. but then I saw the price.. it ranges from $6 for deserts to $14 for the pasta wow... overwhelming hehe... King was laughing since I was calculating the prices... But then it was sort of my fault since king insisted on sharing for one dish..... but I was so dumb not to believe him.... Hard headed me hehe... but in short Look at what is stated above... (I was calculating).... wow... I couldn't believe myself.. Sean? Calculating how much he spends?
I changed a lot since I came here in the US... That's my story hehe... but I changed in a positive way, unlike the others who changed in a negative way... (Not mentioning names). Hopefully i'll make it through all this, My mom did that so I'm no longer dependent on them, in a good way, but I think I'll ask for cash hehe because I'm so desperate I don't earn enough money to pay my bills.... Anyway so much for my story hehe...
I would like to thank Geru for being one of my supporters hehe... Thanks Geru!!!! Miss you so badly... Anyway More journal entries soon to come hehe!!
~Sean