just updatinn... :P
Welliez, i dont know where to start! Ummm, well i just got off the
phone with my baby a lil while ago. Hehe. I knew i had to tell her some
stuff, so i had her call me. And i said it. Well, the fact is, i've
been a bit of a bitch lately to her. And that wasnt right. She doesnt
deserve that. So, i knew i hadda make things better. So, i said,
listen... Im sorry for being a bitch lately... n im sorry for making
you mad, or hurting you. And i care more than anyone, even if it doesnt
seem like it. Then there was this silence, cos i knew she was gonna
cry, n then i said, you know i trust you right? N she said mmhmm...
Then she said i love you. N i said I love you too. Hehe... God that
felt good. She's suprised i said it, i knew i could. Its my baby, i can
tell her anything. It felt soo good to say it though. Like it was a
weight lifted. She got off the phone, n she came in to stacy n stacy
was like what did you do.. N stacy asked me what i said n all. Hehe.
Anywayz, that was awesome. And you were right baby girl, it cant get
anyworse, but im still smiling becuz i have you! *Kissy* hehe.
Hmmmm.... I really miss my baby. I jsut wanna be with her, n hold her tight. God, today i was soo tired. I just kept thinking about how awesome it would be to sleep wit my baby. We'd be like walkin around at the mall holding hands or watching a movie on the couch, n then i'd be all sleepy, n she'd be like, whats wrong baby? Then i'd say, nothing baby, im just tired. And then she'd take my hand n bring me into the bedroom n lie me down, n then she'd come in with me, n wrap her arms around me tight, with her hand on my heart, n she'd whisper, i love you baby, just close your eyes. Omfg... i soo wish that could just happen right noww....
Wow, that was very interesting. Lol. I was talking with stacy, n Kristin, n telling em some of my storys. Lol. Yea, the eggs, the gay story, n lighting frosty's socks on fire. That was funny lol. Then me n kristin got into talking about hookin up justin n stacy. That would sooo work. Lol. Stacy prolly hates me for that... Sry stace! Anywayz, I hope my baby has fun tonighttt.. I just want her to smile. Cos when she smiles, the world is smiling. And more importantly, im smiling! Lol. Kidding, im not that selfish. But the world smiles when she smiles. The universe is so much brighter, her smile just lights up the world. Its amazing... I love you Kristin Nicole!! Your the best girl ever... your cute, n hott, n so caring n loving. Your the best girl there is. N i never wanna lose you!! I miss you, but im still smiling cos i know your still here with me. *muahs* Im gonna email you n get going... im soo tired. I just wish i could go to sleep with you! But at least your in my heart, keeping me warm. *muahs* Thanks for always being there baby. I love you always n forever!
Hmmmm.... I really miss my baby. I jsut wanna be with her, n hold her tight. God, today i was soo tired. I just kept thinking about how awesome it would be to sleep wit my baby. We'd be like walkin around at the mall holding hands or watching a movie on the couch, n then i'd be all sleepy, n she'd be like, whats wrong baby? Then i'd say, nothing baby, im just tired. And then she'd take my hand n bring me into the bedroom n lie me down, n then she'd come in with me, n wrap her arms around me tight, with her hand on my heart, n she'd whisper, i love you baby, just close your eyes. Omfg... i soo wish that could just happen right noww....
Wow, that was very interesting. Lol. I was talking with stacy, n Kristin, n telling em some of my storys. Lol. Yea, the eggs, the gay story, n lighting frosty's socks on fire. That was funny lol. Then me n kristin got into talking about hookin up justin n stacy. That would sooo work. Lol. Stacy prolly hates me for that... Sry stace! Anywayz, I hope my baby has fun tonighttt.. I just want her to smile. Cos when she smiles, the world is smiling. And more importantly, im smiling! Lol. Kidding, im not that selfish. But the world smiles when she smiles. The universe is so much brighter, her smile just lights up the world. Its amazing... I love you Kristin Nicole!! Your the best girl ever... your cute, n hott, n so caring n loving. Your the best girl there is. N i never wanna lose you!! I miss you, but im still smiling cos i know your still here with me. *muahs* Im gonna email you n get going... im soo tired. I just wish i could go to sleep with you! But at least your in my heart, keeping me warm. *muahs* Thanks for always being there baby. I love you always n forever!