:'( f-ing hurt her again ...

Jul 04, 2004 20:13

:'( Why?!?! why do i have to hurt her....... :'(  ... it f-ing kills me... it f-ing kills her... why do i do it?! i dont know.... just wish i could stop it... .. i hate myself for it...

I love you Kristin Nicole Guth.... :'(

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
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tropiicxoswetii July 5 2004, 13:47:30 UTC
Hey, just wanted to say that you didn't hurt me Shawn. Everything was. Just the fact that you thought that you "deserved that?" what the fuck? You did not. Shawn you are such a sweetheart, and when your smiling and happy, the world is spinning in your eyes, its when you think about what aint there you get down, just smile. Be who you are. This line "I hate myself, i dont wanna be here anymore! I just wanna be with her!" DONT FUCKING SAY YOU HATE YOURSELF SHAWN TIMOTHY FLORICK! and not only that, you have to freaking be here, and you are with me. Just not here. Shawn what else can i do? Not much. I love you too sweetie. Just freaking hang in there, when thing's are at there worst and its killing you more than before you just gotta think.. "things cant get any worse!" i love you so much sweetie. Just smile 4 me.

x3 Kristin Nicole Guth

Ps: I love you so much baby, hang in there 4 me. And smile 4 me. Just be who you are. The one i love.

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thanks sweety... i love you!! seantimothyf July 5 2004, 16:27:03 UTC
god baby... thanks. *muahs*.. I love you soo much. I'll hang in there.. for you. N i'll smile for you. Sometimes i just think too much, or try to hard to be myself... N i mess up... I love you baby... thanks for always being there. *muahs*..

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Re: thanks sweety... i love you!! tropiicxoswetii July 6 2004, 09:47:25 UTC
Dont try, Just let it happen Shawn. Works a hell of a lot better. And not only that, for you to mess up in my eyes you'd have to do a lot more than that, i love you baby, and no problem, what else am i here 4? Haha.

x3 Kristin Nicole
ii love and miss you hunny.

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