It is - the first and the ultimate slogan Phil!
I have been out with Phil, not a lot of booze was consumed, but I am nevertheless VERY drunk. The kebab tasted necessary though not particularly tasty.
I watch again, the video of Green Day's 'wake me up when september ends' and I am struck by how frauduelant and -though placed in the well crafted context of a 21st century war- unrealistic the sentiments are, and indeed dangerous. Yes the sentiments are dangerous, and go beyond the very pale of why they were created.
I am laughing and considering and contemplating a suggestion Phil has forwarded, some stance regarding the ballistic capabilitiesof the MG42. At or around this time it occurs to me that we will NEVER be young again, and that it is quite probable that IF I live until I AM 99; I will never meet somebody quite like this again. Somebody who so totally and UTTERLY understand my thought, as though a great light had been shone into my brain for his every picking!
It can only get worse. The more institutionalised I become - the more fraught will my sentiments be with undertones and the ever clearer symptoms of resignation.
It may well have been a BLOODY fantatstic and UTTERLY ALL CONSUMING NIGHT, but as always, it must, and has, ended. DVD's are returned and seperate bus routes were taken. And here I sit. Alone again, but at least satisfied that little, if anything has changed between myself and Phil. This, unlike so many long term relationships; crippled by space, time and interfering, though inevitable bodies - Phil goes largely unchanged, yet utterly unstoppable in his quest for self fulfilment through the well worn practcie of self-destruction.
Between pints, I warn Phil that these sentiments are dangerous and indeed undermined by legal complications. I do not know if he took any 'heed' but I feel better for warning - a disclaimer of sorts.
I am weary and feel my words drape sluggishly across this keyboard like so many toddlers dragged through 'Marks and Spencers' soors. I will end, but please be assured it is a purely voluntary action - I could go on, but lack the will and clarity to do so.
Amen...or
'Sechuss Verlargen' Phil!
It is!
I watch again, the video of Green Day's 'wake me up when september ends' and I am struck by how frauduelant and -though placed in the well crafted context of a 21st century war- unrealistic the sentiments are, and indeed dangerous. Yes the sentiments are dangerous, and go beyond the very pale of why they were created.
I am laughing and considering and contemplating a suggestion Phil has forwarded, some stance regarding the ballistic capabilitiesof the MG42. At or around this time it occurs to me that we will NEVER be young again, and that it is quite probable that IF I live until I AM 99; I will never meet somebody quite like this again. Somebody who so totally and UTTERLY understand my thought, as though a great light had been shone into my brain for his every picking!
It can only get worse. The more institutionalised I become - the more fraught will my sentiments be with undertones and the ever clearer symptoms of resignation.
It may well have been a BLOODY fantatstic and UTTERLY ALL CONSUMING NIGHT, but as always, it must, and has, ended. DVD's are returned and seperate bus routes were taken. And here I sit. Alone again, but at least satisfied that little, if anything has changed between myself and Phil. This, unlike so many long term relationships; crippled by space, time and interfering, though inevitable bodies - Phil goes largely unchanged, yet utterly unstoppable in his quest for self fulfilment through the well worn practcie of self-destruction.
Between pints, I warn Phil that these sentiments are dangerous and indeed undermined by legal complications. I do not know if he took any 'heed' but I feel better for warning - a disclaimer of sorts.
I am weary and feel my words drape sluggishly across this keyboard like so many toddlers dragged through 'Marks and Spencers' soors. I will end, but please be assured it is a purely voluntary action - I could go on, but lack the will and clarity to do so.
Amen...or
'Sechuss Verlargen' Phil!
It is!