i love babies.. and i want one now!@#

Dec 05, 2002 18:56

im dissapointed with livejournal because i tried updating about my day yesterday and it wouldnt let me. something about maintinence or something but whutever, its all good right now. I really wanted to update too but i didnt get to, so oh well..

well anyways, last night Sean and i had a really great conversation. I mean, we always do but last night was incredible. I enjoyed it alot. We talked about babies which was one of my favorite conversations last night. I love babies. I really want one and i know Seans gonna be the daddy lol but DONT jump to conclusions and think im pregnant or im gonna be getting pregnant soon. I wish i could but im too young and i dont think i'd be able to take care of it. And im against abortions i truly am. But anyways for a while me and my baby talked about whut we're gonna buy our baby when its born and shit, and i just loved talking about it. It made me happy.. thinking about the future makes me happy cuz i know it will be with my sweetie <3

yesterday was my first day back at school. I did pretty good. didnt fall down. didnt black out. Had to wear my stupid glasses because my eye is all fucked up but its better now so i put my contacts in cuz i hate glasses lol i cant see out of them too well. but anyways, my stupid math teacher gave me three worksheets to do and it was something she taught the two days i wasnt there so i didnt really know how to do it but she told me to try, and i did for like 2 fucking hours and i kept trying to figure it out but i couldnt. oh well nothing much else happened so its not worth talking about.

today i had a pretty good day. it wasnt too bad, but wasnt all that great either we decided we might play bingo tomorrow in my Spanish class. we have to write 4 paragraphs for homework in English. I have to make up a test tomorrow for Science before i get a 0 ; But for the period i just chilled and did some work. We sang all period for Chorus, as usual. We took some notes for the test tomorrow in Math and i fixed some of my worksheets. in History i slapped some kid across the face and then punched another one in the stomach and took notes for the period. When i got home my dad told me he was gonna go to Georgia tomorrow so when i get home he wont be here and since its friday imma stay home cuz i'll have the house to myself, and i have nothing else to do so whutever..

Well im pissed kinda because in NJ its snowing like a mother and so is MA but guess where i am? FLORIDA and not in NJ or MA so im mad. I love snow. i really do, but sometimes it pisses me off. I wish i was back in NJ sometimes..i really do but i know that aint gonna happen. oh well life sucks sometimes whutcha gonna do? nuthin!@#

In a few weeks i have exams and the day after the last exam day is our last day of school before the "winter holiday" thinger. And i leave for NJ on the 23rd!@# woop woop, im excited as shit homes. cuz not only do i get to see my nonna and aunts and uncles and cousins and friends and shit.. i get to see..MY BABY!@# again. YAAAAY! im excited..i miss him like crazy! I havent cried over it in like 2 days tho so im doing okie. I just hate having to say goodbye to him. i'll see him in a few weeks so its all good =)

In 12 days Sean and i will be together for a year and 11 months. And then the next month will be 2 years im all excited and ish. Thats a really long time. Ive never had such a great relationship but i love it. i really do. i love him with all of my heart and soul and nothing will ever change that. Well nothing else is going down so im gonna bounce and watch the end of FRIENDS and talk to my sweetie pie. peace, love and mac ribs MCL

-seans baby <33
Sean i love you baby --Together Forever 1.17.01<3
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