Nov 05, 2007 02:08
Right now it is 2:11 AM, yesterday i went to bed at 6 AM, lucky for me tomorrow (monday) is a festive day here at Santo Domingo and i dont have to work, but that is not the point.
I started reading "The Zahir" of Paulo Coelho a couple of days ago because I'm looking a way to find that "something" that made me read TONS of books a couple of years ago, it made me fall in love with networking, it made me follow a studying schedule that i made for myself and accomplished with an international certification, every time that I had a goal on my mind i never stopped until I achieved it.., strangely things are not that different now, but I think there's a part of me that feels comfortable and is not letting me to MOVE ON and accomplish my new projects.. btw wtf is going on with me??!!
You know, I think I'm victim of myself, sometimes I plan everything masterfully and then things come too easy maybe.. and as human as I am, when there's something too easy to get I don't throw myself at it, instead I enjoy every moment before..
There are too a lot of cases when something that is suppose to be carefully planned is NOT, anyway I push myself to my limits and I get it done, and the results are there, sometimes I think i do that on purpose just to test myself (yes, that it)
Anyway people, let me get back to "The Zahir", it's a book that tells us that in order to move forward we have to let go the past, we must escape from everyday routine, we must manifest WHO WE REALLY ARE, don't let the society to dictate you the rules of love, the rules of what you should do with your life, what you should do for living.. you have to seek for the opportunity to see something new, experiment new emotions, enjoy, cry, fall in love, see the signs, the universe will conspire to help you.. don't become destiny's toy.. I know you know that, I just wanted to remind it to you!
Well, that is NOT what the book is about, it's a part of it and this is how i feel now, besides this is my fucking blog and i can write anything that comes to my mind, right? The Zahir is a story of (surprise) LOVE, but STOP, it's not your fucking everyday love story, these are people that get stuck in the same routine and because of that lose that special connection with their loved ones (sounds familiar right?), people that tries to re encounter them self and what they really are to find that someone they were before.
So, let's wrap it up boys and girls, if u don't understand what the hell im talking about or you think that I'm on drugs, please read the book (or any other book of Coelho, they talk about similar yet different things anyway), Coehlo is NOT the most epic of the authors, but he is a damn good story teller and entertainer, besides we are on the same page regarding a couple of spiritual stuff (you thought I was not a spiritual guy, shame on you!)
Meantime I'll keep looking for myself, or trying to find an agreement with that part of me that is in the comfortable spot (i'll kick his ass for sure mothe*%$#&), but remeber: "If you really desire something with all your heart and soul, the UNIVERSE will CONSPIRE to HELP YOU.