Nov 14, 2004 00:09
some shit thats been drilling into my head lately blew up in my fucking face....And i guess i deserve it.Nothing good has been happening at all...my head hurts so bad cuz of some shit i thought about at the party. Fuck nothing ever works out in my favor.i guess i deserve that too....if it were for people having bad luck with this shit then peopel having good luck with it wouldnt have anything to brag about...fuckin a's.i need something good to happen i really do....i've been goin thru this dark tunnel for 2 god damn long....i cant see the light its no where in sight...anylight would do,a flash light,a match, a fuckin glowstick...anything.
i hate myself.i said that i would never get worked up over shit like this...theres only so much i can take before i cant take anymore.
...dont worry about me leave me in the tunnel like everyone else
i think i can find my way out sooner or later...or maybe i wont i've been in here for so long i might as well make my self comfy it dosent look like i'm gettin outta here