DEDICATED TO EVERY WOMYN.

[seanna452]

molested at six

i protested to fix shit

but shit hit the fan

it didnt feel right

but i let it go then

not knowing

that no one was going

to explain to my brain

the insane mundane compulsive thoughts i would refrain from

it wasnt enough to know right from wrong

when everyone breaks their own rules

i remarked in school how hot the sun was to fools

but for me i learned lessons best

when i let myself down

put myself up to fall

maybe i really wasnt happy at all

but i was obsessed at best with the thought of forever

but never

is a word

never

is a promise

like fiona apple said

i plead to not regret

but

fuck you

if you think no regrets is a good line

cause you're just lying

thinking that it is the truth

cause no one knows no one knows but few do

no one cares

yet some will dare to pray when death comes round the bend

you go from red to blue again

you silly silly girl

you piece of meat and bone

you think you're all alone

when you have love coming home

from work

shes tired im restless

shes beautiful im in awe

at the way she walks

and sheds light like rainbows

stretching from her toes to her elbows

its beautiful

that she makes me laugh

as she makes fun of the way i said Lucky Lady

shes my baby

stop reading

if you're allergic to love

cause my baby gots the best of everything id ever need

and if she was interested id drop down on one knee

but first ill make some bread cutting bread

and ill do my best to be a big girl

a big girl no

a woman

i am

now

and a woman i shall grow old

although

always that six year old is playing alone. happy.