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i know i've finally found my one and only. my true and perfect love. i'm so happy that i've found her, but i keep doing stupid shit to upset her. i don't do it intentionally, but i don't really think about what i do or say. all i want is to be perfect for you caitlin, like how you're perfect for me. i know you probably don't care about this because you're super pissed off at me, but you mean the world to me. i am NOTHING without you. before i met you, my life was incomplete, it was empty. from the first moment i met you, i knew something fit right. and i realize what it is: you fill all the empty spaces in my heart that past gf's have emptied. you make me happy, when everyone else makes me sad. you make me feel loved, after people pick on me. like after 5th period, where i get made fun of. all i have to do is look into your eyes when i see you and i instantly feel better. thats how it is everyday. i could be in a horrible mood, and i look at you and everything is perfect again. i know i upset you alot, but i really don't mean to. and i can't stay mad at you, ever. like right now, all i want to do is talk to you and try to figure out what i can change so it NEVER happens again. i love you more than anything in the world caitlin. i know i overuse the word love, but if there was another word for love i would overuse that one too. i could go on for hours and hours about every little detail i love about you. but i have to sleep and eat sometimes. im really sorry for talking to angie. i will make sure it personally never happens again, you have my personal promise on that. please talk to me caitie, please let me try to fix things. i don't want to lose you, ever. i know that we belong together, we were made for each other.