Oh god.. the time has come...
Had a long talk with Chris yesterday about the divorce. Amazing to think we haven't even started on that yet, but she wanted to wait until the girls were a little bigger which was fine with me. I don't care. We can stay legally married forever as far as I'm concerned. Everyone knows where I live.. and who I love.
And it's odd. As much as I want to go through with this, as long as we've been separated, as much as I deeply love my life and the one I share it with... it's still hard to sit across from this woman I was married to for 11 years and talk divorce. How it will affect our girls. How it will affect our community property... 11 years worth. Who gets what.. who takes what.. who gives what up.. who compromises.... who just can't live without some fool thing.
*sigh*
And then.. there's Lava.. which we own jointly. And all the projects currently being produced and planned. It's going to be one huge, freaking mess.
I'm not giving up 'Issac's Storm' I know that much. I've already got funding for it and half the casting done. We've agreed on it. We've agreed on a lot of it. I just hope it all stays that way.
This really does suck tho.
And it's odd. As much as I want to go through with this, as long as we've been separated, as much as I deeply love my life and the one I share it with... it's still hard to sit across from this woman I was married to for 11 years and talk divorce. How it will affect our girls. How it will affect our community property... 11 years worth. Who gets what.. who takes what.. who gives what up.. who compromises.... who just can't live without some fool thing.
*sigh*
And then.. there's Lava.. which we own jointly. And all the projects currently being produced and planned. It's going to be one huge, freaking mess.
I'm not giving up 'Issac's Storm' I know that much. I've already got funding for it and half the casting done. We've agreed on it. We've agreed on a lot of it. I just hope it all stays that way.
This really does suck tho.