Bah
I'm really sorry to say that I don't have real friends here in Kutztown. Like tonight I chilled by myself most of the day and drank the left over 3/4 of a 40 I had leftover from last night. So I'm buzzed, I go outside for a stog and I see some of my friends. Now the one was going to a cast party since he's been touring Aladdin for the whole week, and he was Aladdin. So he was at a cast party, and my 2 other friends (Becky and Emily) were going to get some 40's of Old E. Now I'm buzzed so at that moment, I was like "Whatever, I'm pretty buzzed/almost drunk over here so whatever, let them do what they want. SO they go in as do I, and as I'm watching TV my buzz wears off and I go outside for a sobriety cigarette, and I'm chilling when Becky and Emily come down and they are fucked up as shit. And I'm like "Damn it, I'm not buzzed anymore and they're piss ass drunk, I'm so jealous." But then I go upstairs with them and they give me a cup of Old E and I drink it, and then they give the rest of the bottle which was still maybe a 1/3 of it left. So I'm chilling with them and then I started to think "Wow, I'm pretty buzzed, I could really go for some pot right now" SInce I had been questing for it mostly the whole night. So we're trying to get pot and basically turned up nothing. So we go outside for a cigarette and I stop to pee first as they went outside. So I get out there and they're talking to these guys about smoking. So I go over their and for some reason the guys went in. So Becky calls one of her friends and finds that she has shit and wants to smoke. So Becky makes plans for her and Emily to meet her freind at her car and they'd smoke. So as they do this they walk away and then turn to me and say "Bye Sean" And then they left. I was like "Yo, that's fucked up" to myself. So I chill out there till they get back and they say come up with us Sean. "So I follolw them and their friend to her room and we chill. They kept saying how high they were, and I was pretty sober at this time and not tired. So we're talking and I casually bring up if anyone knew where I could get some pot, cause I was about to smoke myself if that was the case. But they all said no and went on about how high they were. So then I leave and go out for a stog. I see some people I know and I ask if they knew where I coukd get some pot, but they were like "Yo dude, it's 3:30 am, everyone's passed out." So then I finish and go upstairs to the room. But then I realized that I had been saving roaches with my pipe. So I check them out and there is a mighty hefty bowl pack in them. So I go back outside and sit at this like picnic table by my dorm hall and I start smoking my bowl. And then I got pretty high and came up to my room and started typing this Lj post, cause I was just dwelling on the fact that I was ditched because it better suited other people's needs way too many times. And I was actually getting piseed off about it. But anyway, I hope you enjoyed reading another very long LJ post about a story I made up in my head while I was high and just like typed a novel. But anyway, I'm gonna put my headphones on, turn the lights out, lay down in bed, and just chill. G'night mates!