DREAMS
Hey i had this horrible dream last night.... Actually it wasn't horrible i found something out though Josh is watchin me.... somethings gonna happen to me... I don't know where i was so thats gonna get me thinking... I've been thinking alot about life... about what people do and that some people say that life revolves around them... It doesn't... I was watching the news and ronald reagan died at 93 and a little girl was murdered... ALL KINDS OF BS... Steph and kayla are fighting again... They had better not be ex best friends.... I'll be so angry at both of them... more about the dream... most people cried the day of the funeral... Not me i stayed sturdy and tried not to think about it but every now and then i think about him and i guess he wanted to get a message through to me and popped into my dream... I think it was at an assembly or something like that and i saw him and started to cry and hug him b/c i saw his mom and i knew he was gone... I think he's watchin me and somethings gonna happen... so i better watch myself and watch every angle of life because shits gonna hit the fan... I really hope no one close to me goes or somethin like that... sry its so long but i had to tell someone... Luv Ya steph @}'-