WTF
ok get this me and steph are going out right well kory gives me a note today after he returns from the hospital right i thinkit was for before school but he had to go to the hospital b/c of his chest ok..... it gives me an altemadam thats not real good.... well here he says that he only had the one good thing in his life and i STOLE it away from him SOOOOOOOoo not true he told me its cool w/ him if i went back out w/ her and then to top that off i knew he still loved her ok i KNEW it but i mean the altamadem is either he gets happy again which is gettin back w/ steph OR he ends his suffering..... I HATE THIS ok i'm such a nice guy ok but right now its not up to me anymore its up to steph i'm not gonna say nothing in htis journal today b/c shes gonna talk to derrik tomorrow about it b/c like i dont want to be the bad guy if she loves kory back i'll understand and i'll seperate if she loves me then ...... tell ya later but i mean i cant handle it anymore people i hate being blammed but if she wants to get b/c w/ him its kool w/ me.... if ya want something PM me peeps i'll be on aim and yahoo which are yahoo RAZMATAZ312 and aim is RAZMATAZ315 OR TAZZYBABY151 w/e u feel like imin is good mostly on aim but i'll stick on yahoo for a few days g2g gonna relax some if thats kool if ay want to kno how i feel about all this just ask i cant tell steph b/c i dont want to MAKE her do anything b/c shes gone through enough LYL byes ..........