Dec 27, 2005 02:45
Honestly.
It's a rough time of year for me.
And I've done my best to keep my break-downs to a minimum.
Three times this year if I'm not mistaken. And I'd like to wholeheartedly thank everyone who has helped me through this time of year.
You truly have no idea what it's meant to me.
I feel selfish though.
Bad.
I feel like this time of year shouldn't get any easier.
It's not that I've forgotten. But why the fuck should it be any painless!?
It's rough is all, I apologize.
I just miss her. I miss her every day.
365 times a year, it just gets amplified when winter comes.
Just ignore this...