Stardate 0316.7
Just finished with finals this morning. I had a great day hanging out at Bell Square afterwards with friends, ate the best dinner I've eaten in two weeks, and am just glad that all the stress is gone. I even got violin practice in.
And yet, I'm overcome with a huge sense of lonliness.
It's wierd, I've been surrounded with people all day. Good people. We had good times cramming right before finals, freestyling, and just chilling and talking. But now I can't stop but think of everyone that I knew from high school. Hella random. What the hell?
I've made a bit of friends in UW. But, quite bluntly, I had a lot more friends and was a lot more popular in high school. Since college, I've made quite a bit of friends all the same, but they don't compare to the friendships I've already carved with the people I'd grown up with from home. They can never replace what I've lost, and I've come to that realization. It might sound sad, but if I could honestly turn back the clock, I would probably start over sophmore year in high school. Evergreen. The tree. Asia. Azn Circle. Pine Lakers. IB nerds. And everything inbetween.
And I'm a sophmore in college.
Now I'm just frustrated. I did all I could to prepare for my finals, and I really worked hard to do so. But I'm faced with this problem now, and I feel that nothing I can do will bring back what I had before.
I guess it's time to make some phone calls. Hope you are all back for Spring Break, and enjoying it as you all deserve it! I hope I run into you sometime, somewhere, somehow! Rest assured you will certainly make my day!
I'll meet you at the crossroads...
And yet, I'm overcome with a huge sense of lonliness.
It's wierd, I've been surrounded with people all day. Good people. We had good times cramming right before finals, freestyling, and just chilling and talking. But now I can't stop but think of everyone that I knew from high school. Hella random. What the hell?
I've made a bit of friends in UW. But, quite bluntly, I had a lot more friends and was a lot more popular in high school. Since college, I've made quite a bit of friends all the same, but they don't compare to the friendships I've already carved with the people I'd grown up with from home. They can never replace what I've lost, and I've come to that realization. It might sound sad, but if I could honestly turn back the clock, I would probably start over sophmore year in high school. Evergreen. The tree. Asia. Azn Circle. Pine Lakers. IB nerds. And everything inbetween.
And I'm a sophmore in college.
Now I'm just frustrated. I did all I could to prepare for my finals, and I really worked hard to do so. But I'm faced with this problem now, and I feel that nothing I can do will bring back what I had before.
I guess it's time to make some phone calls. Hope you are all back for Spring Break, and enjoying it as you all deserve it! I hope I run into you sometime, somewhere, somehow! Rest assured you will certainly make my day!
I'll meet you at the crossroads...