Why Do You Do This to Me?
Ok so, why do people tend to second guess what I say? I can't control the way I feel. I can't tell my mind to like this person and not like someone else. Do you have the power to do that? I wish I did... You of all people should know how I feel. I know how I feel, and I like the way it feels. I like the way you feel. So why are you making feel like shit. Like my word isn't good enough for you. Like you need more reassurance. Tell me what you want me to do. I'm right here. I'll do what you ask, anything you want from me you can have. I'm not goin anywhere anytime soon. I won't abandon you. I won't hurt you. I won't hurt you like you hurt me. I'm here for you. Don't make it even harder than it already is. I don't know why you doubt me. Everyone sees it. Everyone calls me out on it. Why, why do you do this to me? Do you like to see me depressed, useless like a stray dog struggling for the next meal? Please just let me know.
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