I'm Sorry
Gina, I've been so selfish and uncompassionate towards your feelings. Please forgive me, I'm sorry! I know you are in love with me and I know it has to hurt to love someone with all your heart and for them not to love you back. Whenever you would tell me, I would choke-up and not have anything to say. I would try to give you an explanation the past month by only thinking of myself and my affection towards Katie. Throwing it in your face whenever & wherever. You were right about me and I have the perception of myself all skewd. We are heading in different directions with our lives. Each day we grow further and further apart. There's nothing holding us together. It's too much of a struggle. We have no common ground. Everything is "black and white" with no "grey" area. I'm not trying to push you out of my life, it's just happening. Maybe it'll be better if we don't speak for a while. Will this be goodbye......?
I hope you read this....
I hope you read this....