Dec 17, 2007 04:43
This is a long overdue update. For any of you who care about my life and how it goes, let me just inform you that it hasn't changed in the slightest. I ask myself questions constantly and I have wild, paranoid delusions. I came up with the most emo sentiment in history though: I'm like sidewalk snow on the inside, cold, dirty, and covered in deep marks from those who have walked all over me. I'm not making it to a lot of hangouts lately because I'm working so much; I never see the few people I care about, and I have no money, so nothing's really going my way right now. I don't even have time to write because it's the end of the semester and I'm finishing everything up. I'm generally miserable in every way, shape, and form, but I don't let it show. I'm going to start drinking a lot I think. It seems like a solid choice to me. Everyone needs that period of time in which they hit rock bottom, and I've been hovering just above it for some time now.