Whatever
I can't get a straight answer out of anyone. Matt seems like the most trustworthy person right now but I've been taken in by him before and paid for it. I just don't get it anymore, I really thought I was going to be able to hang out with you guys regularly and that you guys actually liked me for who I am. I'm at the end of my rope here. Between relationship troubles and a complete lack of creativity, I've got nothing but the group and it seems the group has turned against me. I know the inevitable backlash of Schilling calling me emo and you all laughing is going to ensue after this but just keep it in the back of your mind that I've never stabbed any of you in the back before, I've never ruined a hangout, I've always been there to distract you from your problems, and in the end, I've just always been there. I was there before Schilling, and this whole deal where you guys take him over me is getting really fucking lame. Unless things shape up and you guys act like you actually want to hang out with me, I'm fucking done.